J'AI MAL!

J'AI MAL!
Je suis tellement triste que j'ai meme pas envie d'ecrire en anglais pi de me forcer le cul a ecrire cet article la! J'ai mal! J'ai mal en dedans. Au coeur. J'ai mal parce que j'ai perdu mon ami a qui je tenais vraiment. J'ai mal parce qu'il a ete porte disparu depuis mardi soir. Personne la vu depuis. La derniere fois qu'il a ete vu, il etais dans une Jeep avec d'autres gars. Yetais toutes gelers! Buzzer si tu prefere! La vie est trop injuste. Ya rien d epire qui aurais pu lui arriver qu'une disparition. On sais meme pas si yer en vie ou si yer mort! Ya peut-etre fait une overdose. Ya peut-etre eu un accident d'auto. Peut-etre qu'il c fait enlever! Moi je capote! J'en revien pa squ'il ya du monde assez malade pour que ces choses la arrive. Pourquoi es-ce que le conducteur a conduit dans cet etat la? Il aurais pu au moins attendre de debuzzer un peu! Yetais toutes sur la speed, la I pi le pot. Ca fais trois jours que j'lai pas vue, que j'ai pas eu de ces nouvelles. Il me manque deja. J'ai trop de peine pour ma petite personne. Jsuis trop fragile pour subir un gros choc comme ca. J'espere tellement qu'il est sain et sauf et que d'ici le peu de temps possible, il va etre retrouver. Il faut pas perdre espoir mais c tellement dure quand je sais plus ou mettre la tete! J'arrive plus a me concentrer en classe. Je pleure tous le temps. Je souffre. Je l'ai dit plusieurs fois mais je le redis, j'ai mal! J'ai deja entendue parler de plein de gens qui ce sont fait enlever mais javais jamais realiser que ca pouvais arriver a quelqu'un que je connais. Maintenant, je sais quel effet ca fait. C'est comme si une parti de moi est porter disparue avec lui. La peine que je ressen est immense. Je ne veux plus ecouter de musique joyeuse. Je prefere ecouter des chansons triste. J'ai pue faim dutout. J'ai toujours un motton d'emotion pris dans le fond de ma gorge. Je pourrais eclater a tous moments. Je me retiens quand il y a du monde, mais parfois ces trop dure et j'eclate. Matthieu, j'ten supplie, reviens! Donne nous un signe de vie! On s'inquiete tous pour toi! Mais t'es ou???

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Heureusement, Matthieu a ete retrouver :) Je suis si heureuse! Il avait fait une fugue pour prouver a sa mere qu'il en etait capable. Parfois je le trouve si idiot! Quel choses stupide a faire! Il aurais pu au moins partir moin longtemps pour ne pas qu'on aille a trop s'inquieter. En tous cas, je suis supere contente qu'il soit rentree et qu'il sois sain et sauf! :)
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# Posté le jeudi 12 novembre 2009 16:19

Modifié le dimanche 22 novembre 2009 19:33

Bad Day

Bad Day
Today, I had a bad day. I hate it when this happens. You know, feeling grumpy and moody. The minute my alarm clock rang, all I wanted was to crawl back under the covers. I stood up, got prepared and barley made it on time for the bus. Usually, in the bus, I sit with my friend. Unfortunately, she moved and switched bus. So, I was sitting alone. Then, I get to school. The day starts off with people caughing badly and my classmates getting all paranoid that they'll get the H1N1 flu. Oh, come on! I mean, sure, you can have it, but what are your chances of getting it, really? After this event, my day passed pretty fast. That's until the last bell rang and I had to get into the bus.
Here's a little history about my bus encounters:
Sec 1 - I was all excited to finally enter high school. Unfortunately, I got the first bench. Although, I was partly happy because Tommy, in the last bench, kept throwing stuff to people in front but couldn't reach in front or the bus driver would catch him. But, I did feel bad for all the people who got fruit juice in their hair.
Sec 2 - School wasn't all that exciting anymore but I was happy to see my friends. I got the 3rd bench. I did get food on me.
Sec 3 - Not bad. I got the bench right before the emergency exit. Unfortunately, Tommy was still there and I recieved some vegtable dip on my bag, yogourt on my clothes, a hard Shrek toy on my head (which almost made me bleed).
Sec 4 - Erasers, food, plastic, and here's what I got today:
Today, Fucking Tommy-Lee Booker threw me orange peels (which passed), and an orange, which exploded on my 70$ Burton schoolbag (I felt like punching him), and finally, what made me furious, a condom. I exploded! I've kept the fury of telling him what I think inside me since sec 1 and now, I did it! I said to him, "I CAN'T STAND THIS ANYMORE! I RECIEVED A FUCKING ORANGE AND A FUCKING CONDOM ON ME JUST TODAY AND YOU THROW GRAPES WITH JUICE THAT EXPLODES ON EVERYONE! STOP IT, FUCK! TABARNAK!!!" Of course, I felt like crying from how furious I was but I had to stay strong and keep my tears inside me. All I had to do to get the fury out of my was run a few kilometers on my electric carpet with my mp3 so loud it might just make me deaf.


Do you ever have bad days?
If so, what was your worst day?
If not, did you ever make someone have a bad day?
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# Posté le mardi 03 novembre 2009 16:43

Last Sunday

Last Sunday


Today it was Halloween at my school and I dressed as a brunette. Hardly anyone recognized me, including my boyfriend!





Last sunday I went to my grandma's house. She, unfortunately, has a brain cancer. She has a tumour on her brain which cannot be removed. She's been having many treatments of chimiotherapy and all sorts of treatments but she doesn't seem to get better. I don't want to sound rude or mean or anything like that but I don't think she might make it until Christmas. This is unfortunate because every Christmas, she was the one throwing the MEGA family parties. This year, if she's still there, we'll go eat supper at her house and wish her a Merry Christmas. She really deserves it after all that she's done for us.
Last sunday, the whole family went to her house and we gave her a brand new Toshiba Laptop which we all have thrown in some money to purchase. She was crying tears of joy. She found it so absurd that we would buy something so expensive for her. We bought her such because she always mentioned that she wanted one. Plus, one of her hands is paralyzed, as is some other parts of her body, and she loves to write about what she's going through. Now she'll be able to do so without having to force her hand too much. :)
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# Posté le vendredi 30 octobre 2009 15:45

Modifié le mardi 03 novembre 2009 16:48

4 months

On the 16th of october, it made 4 months that my boyfriend and I have been dating. We're still in love and I honestly don't think it's about to end. He tells me he loves me so many times a day, and so do I. I juste feel so lucky to have someone with whom to share this wonderful feeling! For me, he's definitely my most realistic and serious boyfriend. I used to have other sorts of boyfriends before him. They were all immature, young, without any ambitions, stupid and way too foolish! I wouldn't date any of them again today. I sometimes even wonder why I went out with those guys. Now I've discovered that maturity takes up a big part in a relationship, so does trust and love. Don't worry, we're all meant to be...
4 months
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# Posté le jeudi 22 octobre 2009 06:29

Modifié le dimanche 01 novembre 2009 21:10

MUSIC <3

MUSIC <3

theBANDS

The Afters, The All-American Rejects, The Academy Is, Akon, Alient Ant Farm, All Time Low, Anberlin, Angels & Airways, Anna Nalick, Autopilot Off, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, THE BEATLES, Billy Talent, Black Eyed Peas, Boys Like Girls, Brand New, Britney Spears, Buckcherry, Cartel, Cute Is What We Aim For, Death Cab For Cutie, DJ Italian Sensation, Faber Drive, Fall Out Boy, Fergie, Foo Fighters, Forever The Sickest Kids, The Fray, Garbage, Green Day, Hedley, Hellogoodbye, HOLLYWOOD UNDEAD, Jimmy Eat World, Katty Perry, The Killers, Lady Gaga, Leona Lewis, Lilly Allen, MARIANAS TRENCH, Maroon 5, Mat Kearney, Matchbox 20, The Medic Droid, Metro Station, Micheal Jackson, Miley Cyrus, Millionaires, The Moffatts, Muse, The New Cities, New Found Glory, Nickleback, Nirvana, Panic! At The Disco, Paramore, Paris Hilton, Phantom Planet, Pink, Pitbull, Plain White T's, The Posies, Pussycat Dolls, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Relient K, Rhianna, Rob Thomas, Sara Bareilles, Saves The Day, Sean Kingston, Secondhand Serenade, Something Corporate, The Stereos, Taking Back Sunday, Taylor Swift, Teddy Geiger, Ten Second Epic, Theory Of A Deadman, The Ting Tings, U2, Unwritten Law, The Veronicas, We The Kings, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Yellowcard, 30 Seconds To Mars, 3 Oh! 3, ACDC, Asher Roth, Jason Mraz




theSONGS

Back in black, Tonight, Hey Jude, Ob-la-di ob-la-da, Breathe (Anna Nalick), Cross my heart, Birthday Sex (REMIX by DJ Fellin), Don't trust me, Get up and dance, Good girls go bad, Hallelujah (Jeff Buckley), Here comes the sun, Hotel room service, Details in the fabric, Knocks you down, Krazy, Down down, The middle, Oh it is love, Other side of the world, Say what you need to say, Sexy Chick, Smooth criminal (Alient Ant Farm), Summer Girls, I gotta feeling, Undead, All to myself, Catastrophe


Missing Any?
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# Posté le dimanche 04 octobre 2009 16:18

Modifié le mardi 06 octobre 2009 16:51

Camping OKA

Camping OKA
This is a picture of my camping trip to OKA.
It was great and I got to take tons of beautiful pictures.






09/17/09
I went to a camping trip with my friend, JSG, at the OKA camping. Her older brother and his friends were there so I got to meet new people. I was excpecting a bunch of nerds and for it to be a lame night but it was actually pretty fun! The guys weren't as stuck up as I thought they would be and I ended up staying awake until 3 A.M. There was alcohol and some drugs but I only wanted to drink. I'm not all that into drugs. I took a sip or two of Poppers (which is, for those who read my articles, what I drank on my 15th birthday) and I wasn't able to drink it. It tasted awful to me, even though I used to love it. Well, I was the only one sober out there, which sucked, but I still had fun... somehow. We saw a few racoons and we scared them to death! XD It was hilarious! Lucky us, we were spotted right in front of the public restrooms therefore we could go pee whenever we wanted without having to take a long walk in the dark woods.


09/18/09
I woke up and had this huge back pain. Sleeping on rocks isn't as comfortable as they say (whoever would say that)! I wa sthe first to be awake, of course, since I was the only sober. I was starving but the guys had put our food in the boys washroom. An hour later, I woke JSG and we went into the boys washrooms to get our food. The boys had put it into a cabinet and had locked the door. ArGGGG! We were both starving but we finally managed to get our food and I made myself a pleasure to almost empty my lunchbox! Yum! :P
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# Posté le mardi 22 septembre 2009 20:15

Modifié le mardi 06 octobre 2009 16:54

JOIN MY GROUP! :)

Hello everyone! Will you please join my group? It's simply a group for those who don't want to join a specific group. I know, I know. It sounds awfully stupid but join and see whether you like it or not :)
Here's the link if you want to join:
CLICK HERE! :D
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# Posté le mardi 22 septembre 2009 20:00